i realised crying isnt all.
problems in school.
problems at home.
problems with my love.
problems with my friends.
i realised crying isnt all.
self pity and crying for sympathy aint all.
its time to wake up from the sleep.
its time to move on.
im far behind time.
i needa catch up with everyone else.
life is tough. and so are you =p
okays. this is meant to be a joke.
had a talk through msn with this guy i dont know.
he seems nice. i was frank.
told him what on earth happened.
and well. he gave all advices.
he tell me that isnt all.
he told me lotsa things. and im grateful to him.
thanks dude*
well. have the sudden urge to go to church.
i wanna see God. and i needa talk to Him.
i just feel like giving tomorrow's concert a miss.
and go to church. i wan God to let me know what's going on.
i live my life. i need to know what is happening now.
i hope God would bless me and everyone else..
tomorrow will be going to david tao's mini concert.
with cheryl, ray and another person.
i'm not very excited about it actually. but well.
since my sis bought the disc for the ticket.
and she cant make it. i shall go.
but if she change her mind last minute.
i'm fine with it. i aint 100% interested..
i have this weird feeling lingering in me.
i have this mood that makes me feel like slping.
i dont know what i want exactly.
and i dont expect anyone to tell me anything.
a very weird mood indeed.
called shannie and lynn just now.
both have no idea where to go tomorrow.
i wanna go sing k. but they are broke.
i wanna go suntan. but have to see how things go.
whatever i wanna do has got total no link;
with what's gonna happen soon.
which is my exams.
my exams are just around the corner.
i dont feel neither nervous or worried.
i've got no mood for my exams.
but well. no choice. i've to study.
this is spore. i've no choice but to study.
had my paper one today. kinda simple for both.
but but but... how do i say?
my chinese letter writing gonna minus marks.
i forget one small tiny whiny part of the format.
but well. forget it. its over.
there's nothing i can do about it.
as for tomorrow. i've planned.
i just wanna spend some quiet time alone.
im gonna pick up my books and revise.
after i wake up frm my sleep.
den go work out a little.
maybe cycle. maybe jog.
or maybe just walk round the malls.
i dont know. i shall let things go its way.
in the evening, go for the thingy.
maybe go see stars for awhile.
then go home for a night's rest.
since my guy insisted on not meeting.
and sunday should be some quiet time too.
monday too.. sometimes its good to be alone.
though people might find you weird n insane.
but spending time alone might be a way out.
a way out for all my problems and for me...
like many have said..
sometimes life isnt as bad as you think it is.
it is how you think.. its all with the mind.
look at the bright side of life...
well. its getting late. and i cant fall asleep.
i try so hard not to think.
but i still end up thinking about some things.
im really hoping God would give me a way out.
good nite guys. take care. enjoy the weekend ^^
for every bad things that happened..
something good will come out from it ~
Dear Lord, our Father.
I'm here to pray and hope that You'd bless us from above.
Bless us the human with a simple yet happy life.
Bless us with a problem-free life.
In return, we'll take heed of Your command.
And in return, we'll sacrifice anything for You.
In Jesus' name I pray, Amen.
through all these obstacles in life..
one learn things through the harsh way.
life isnt as bad as one think.
its the mind that decides on what you want to think.
look at the bright side of life.
dont think negative thoughts..
and life will be fine.
however, dont be too complacent.
life is never smooth sailing.
waves come and go.
what we expect most will only happen when we least expect it.
life may seem to be a simple 4 letter word.
but the meaning behind it..
takes one's life to realise and understand it.
that is life...
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